Can Nat kiss James’s cybernetic hand all the time…I just…I seriously can’t…
//We’ve had two, I think. Before this past one, it was a bit messy and stressful as now, but still different. I had time for things then. Before the other reboots I think we had different admins. I can’t remember because it was November of last year. The group was really really fun in the beginning, though.
//I’m seeing it as a sorry/not sorry situation. I don’t take back the way I’m feeling, I do sort of take back wanting to quit because this AU looks great but I feel like I’m not gonna be allowed to join in since I already “technically quit”.
Important OOC Post
So I guess I should make this text post now before I get kicked out of the group (If I already haven’t been, that is). The reason why I haven’t been posting is because I have so much on my plate. I had been to camp and then on vacation, and therefore did not feel like posting/could not post. On the other hand, I have been working. I have three AP classes in the fall that I have summer homework for and I am worrying about that enough. I haven’t even taken my SATs yet or started thinking about touring colleges. Being in this group has been great, believe me, but I seriously can’t focus on something when I have so much else to worry about.
That’s not all though - and here is where you guys are gonna lose me. I really don’t favor all that’s been going on around here. Now, mind me, I haven’t been around for roughly two weeks, but still. I’ve always been one for speaking my mind, so take this however you want it. I am not that in favor of everyone favoring a select three, maybe four, people in the RP at a time. (I’m not talking about certain people, I promise.) It’s really unfair to others when you go into the ooc blog and there’s everyone always talking about this plot for this character. Yeah, I get it. Everything being centered around one person is cool for a while, but it gets tiring when you have no part in it. Now, I haven’t been one on activity as of late, but seriously, we could all try better to include everyone. Last time I checked, a group RP is a group RP, not a four person RP with the plot centered around those four people and very hard to catch up on. Not to mention that when you ask nicely a few times to be caught up, you sometimes don’t even get that. We have like what, 30 people? And having been with this group from the very start, I have seen the good sides of it. (And there are only maybe three of us originals left). Another thing I’ve witnessed quite often is others being ignored. It’s not that fun to have this plot all thought up in your head and it’s only ignored/shot down because it doesn’t have to do with the main plot. And I’m not just coming to my defense, but other people’s as well. I usually don’t post much because, yes - I will get replies, but no - there’s no plot to them so they just get dropped after a few back and forths.
This is why I believe I am leaving the group. I don’t want to let go of Natasha; she is my baby, but under these conditions and many other problems that I have, I have to leave. I can’t stick around to see this group go downhill because of these things. I’m sorry but ever since the reboot everything’s changed and I don’t like it. I think the idea of getting more characters was great, but getting rid of the things that let us have fun was just unnecessary. Just the little decisions have made a few others and I upset and this is why I’ve chosen to leave. Now, I don’t know what they’ll do, but I’m sticking to my gut on this. I’d love to stick around for the Vegas AU, but I’m sure my presence is not wanted after this post. I wish you all the best.
"Really? Until now I had yet to meet anyone he actually liked.”
"Sure, I’d be happy to run tech for you sometime."
"I mean, what can I say? When Agent Hill is out, I’m usually his right hand if I’m here in New York."
-laughs- “Maybe. I’m not much of a field asset besides being a decent shot and knowing a bit of hand to hand combat.”
“But I think my field days are over, sadly. Fury rarely lets me get out of the office these days.”
"That’s Fury for you, though."
"But I can easily get him to make an exception if you’d like. I mean, he’s like putty in my hands at times."